Here is her question for God:
Dear God,
Thanks for using Wendy as a conduit to me. Clearly, I am not listening with the ears of my heart (or am hoping for a different answer).
I come to you looking for clarity. I've enjoyed the last few days of mental spaciousness and know it took the last two years of unpleasantness to get here.
My dad died at 62, only 13 years from now for me. I'd like to live as long, and as vitally as possible, like him. Am I on the right path to find this?
Is there something I am missing?
Is there something I should let go of?
What about this 90-day course of prescription medicine and physical therapy that the doctor prescribed to heal me of the constant pain in my body? Do I continue with it, even though I think she is wrong, and is my disbelief in her remedy hurting my progress?
Should I keep seeking advice from another source, or doctor for my physical pains, or go back to just accepting the way things are? $3.40 (my co-pay amount) is not too much to pay for learning something new...
I don't need a quick fix (though it would be nice), just a map and a lamp. I feel lost, but strangely content most of the time, and I don't want to sacrifice my future on the altar of respectability or my beliefs.
Thanks,
Gail
p.s. Wendy, thanks in advance. Enjoy your weekend! :)
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Here is the Lord's reply:
"To My dearest Gail whom I Love with all of My Heart in My Chest,
First of all, I would like to thank you and to congratulate you for never/ever giving up on Me, yourself, nor anyone else who disagrees with you in how and in why you choose to live of your life, in the ways that you know to be Truthe--even though at times you wished they'd just go away, and to live peacefully in Love...which is not what they wishe to then do—right?
-- Fore their Only wishe is to change-you-up in their ways/ for their good, rather than to Perfect you in your Perfect Vision of Me. So again, I thank you for being the One who is gentle and kind in all you say and you do, that makes you a Perfect Rendition of Me! (He’s smiling at you with Great Love!)
So then, you have asked a great amount of questions in both your decisiveness and indecisiveness in the way you approach ‘life,’ in how you choose to then see. And, please know that I WILL answer each and every one of your questions in time, but before we begin in My ‘answers’ for you, please let Me ask you this one specific question of a change in your heart, that is meant to shoot directly into the place that I’ve marked, so you'll begin to look at your life with New Eyes. (He pauses for a brief moment to get your attention and then says...)
Here is My Question for you: are you ‘happy’ with your life?
And yes, at the moment you have expressed that you feel a bit foggy at times, in how you view of your life through your lens, but in time you will see EXACTLY what I say and I mean when you begin to see Me show-up more in/as your friends...(The Lord pauses for a moment as He inhales and exhales very slowly and says...) And now may I say, just how I feel, as I gaze so very deep in your eyes--do you know I Love you with every breath that I take, fore you were bourne of My Great Beauty and Strength, and you are so very wise,..and I truly Love you, in the way that I feel." (He is smiling at you with Great Love and adoration!)
You see, I created you to ONLY move and to breathe in My Flow, in a space known as your kindness and your gentleness of Love. And, IF you could pray more, and be more like My Ways in your heart, then My Heaven's will shine through you (more) as My Love.
So with this being said, I have one more question for you before we move along on this Plane: what if I came to you today and told you I was ‘happy’ or ‘unhappy’ with you--would you accept this as something reasonable or unreasonable from Me?
You see, the reason that I ask this question of you, is (that) many do come to you, quite a bit/of a lot, and they say they are "happy," or "unhappy" with you...(He pauses for a brief moment...) and, what brings tears to My Eyes is that you actually listen and adapt yourself into that in which they say...as you either change yourself on the fly, or you cut yourself deep inside with paings of guilt, fore you just know down deep, inside the walls of your heart, (that) you cannot change into their version of you …which then damages your heart from with/in…please let Me explain…
You see, when One attempts to ‘play God’ in the judging of what is wrong or then-right, what they are in essence trying to do, is to assert their authority upon you in/as the way you see and know 'life,' in an attempt to play the role of your God—and that, My Friend, is when ‘all hell breaks loose’ in the world that you know and you see--right? (He pauses for a minute and then continues) …and here is where and when you begin to doubt yourself in/as the way that you see and know 'life.'
And when you very wrongly assume that they're right and you’re wrong, you give-up on all the progress you’ve made... (He pauses for a moment as He shakes His head downward in sadness of how other’s try to make you doubt yourself in how you see and experience God through your eyes, as they try to make you Become just like them…)
You see, to know Me is to Love Me, is it not? So then I ask this of you: How well do you know Me today?
Do you know Me as just a vision you see on the wall of a church--Or, do you truly feel Me in the Great Heart of your chest?
And likewise, and similarly speaking, am I just the statue that you see within the walls of a church--Or am I the Presence of the statue, as it shoots straight to your heart... as I answer your questions from birthe?
You see, ever since you were a small child you knew the Sweet Sound of My Voice--right? And, you just KNEW you were special and Loved...even though the others found you quite ‘different’ from birthe.
So now I ask this of you: how is this ‘different’ now that you've grown into a beautiful woman of change?…and can you/do you think its now possible for you to finally stand-up for what you see and believe?
And, please do think to yourself--did I somehow make a mistake when I created the 'crummy mold' that you wear (your words in thought about yourself (?), not His)—Or, please think for a moment--did I make you PERFECT in Love, as I made you from scratch with My Life-Giving Blood in your shell? (This brought tears to my eyes as I felt His sadness about how you feel about yourself…He loves you so much and wants you to truly know that He made you Perfect in His simple and complex version you know as ‘you,’ and He wants you to see this and to be truly happy in how He made you as Perfect with/in His Being…)
Fore you see, a man/a woman is so much more than just the simple clothes that they wear, fore I created each of you to Become the True Perfection of Me.
And, this free will 'gift of the heart' I extend outward to you, is ONLY meant to be given and received... and in the days up ahead it will become apparent to All whom has chosen the True Pathe of My Son, as we gather together with your friends from the road and we enter My Great Kingdom of Love.
So then I ask you once more, are you ‘happy’ with the life that see, or are you just 'unhappy' with the clothes that you wear?—Fore how One determines this choice, of My Love in their heart, brings them closer or further from Me.
Please stop now for a minimum of 30 minutes and truly contemplate this question in your answer to Me; fore how you choose to see Me and how you choose to know Me in the Great Space of your heart determines how you'll move forward in life...as you move from great sadness over who and in whom you have become in your life, into that of truly seeing and truly believing your new role here in Me--see?
You see, you were created by and for Me to become the True Perfection of Love in a worlde full of brokenness and fear, and IF you'll accept this new role I hold-here as open to you, you'll Become your own answers from birthe...as you move from your love into Mine.
So, from here forward to the end of your days here on the earth which, by the way, will be much longer than you presumptuously fear, I wishe for you to both GIVE and RECEIVE more (of) My Love in your heart, so more cows will come Homeward to Me--okay?
So now that we've both covered and uncovered the Pure Truthe of your ways, let’s move on to how I may serve you today...
You see, you’ve asked a good many questions regarding which direction you should go as you live out the days of your life, and might I say that you already know of your answers to and for you, but I'll spell it out for you in the black and the white...so you can begin to see more (of) My Perfect Vision of and for you--okay?
So, before we move along in My answers to and for you, first let Me ask this of you: Do you feel that the pharmaceutical agent that was prescribed for your health is ‘working’ to heal and to seal what you feel is broken in you?-- Or, would you like to try something else that will help you walk right and talk right in Me...as we/together bring more souls back to Love?
You see, nothing is ‘random’ in the world that you know, and there are no second chances when it comes to getting it ‘right;’ fore when One chooses to go in one direction and it doesn’t quite work out as they'd planned, there are ALWAYS a certain set of ‘consequences’ that set off a chain of reactions in the flesh as they bow down to the 'dis-ease' in their hand.
So now, I repeat NOTHING, not a single thing is random in your worlde in the physicalness that you know and you see, as there are ALWAYS a certain set of circumstances that will set things in motion for a chain reaction to occur, once you've made your decision for a change-up to begin here in you...that then-forces one set of actions to occur for and against one another, as/in a type-opponent with its own set of rules...which then-begins to either impart or depart itself onto another, which results in a chain reaction known as 'dis-ease,' or 'dysfunction in you.' (I told Him I am totally confused and will need to read and reread this last part a few times, but asked if He could explain more...?)
Please hold on with your questions for Me, and you will see EXACTLY what I say and I mean as I finish this little dissertation on, 'The Consubstantial Flow of My Love and/in how it wars with the two sets of factions on earth, to cause 'dis-ease' and dysfunction in you'... so then, may we continue? (I told Him, "yes.")
So, let's say for example that One of you decides to go and pollute a Great Well of My Water that I created for My All to then-drink... and then, let's say that another of you chooses to drink from that well that was poisoned with the 'dis-ease' of their heart--what happens to each?
The One who drinks from the poisonous well has now let the toxins in to destroy their body, their mind, and the soul that I Love, which then-wreaks havoc upon the worlde that they see...
And then, let's not forget about the One who decided to poison the well--does 'he' or 'she' just walk away with no guilt and no shame--Or, have they now placed bars on the walls of their hearts, to become a type-prisoner of war in this game?
You see, both factions will need healing in this game, as both parties are poisoned by this act of abrasion in Flow, fore each receives pain, as they become victims of un-love, as each holds themselves captive in this game.
And as they place their own bars on the walls of their heart, they each walk away from My Love...as each disengages from the Great Well of My Truthe, to walk the pathe of 'dis-ease' and un-love..are you beginning to see what I mean?
You see, when One intentionally chooses to 'hurt' One another, they not only break the heart of the One that they 'touch,' fore they in turn place more bars on the walls of their heart, holding themselves captive in the Gift of My Love...as they make a choice to leave from the True Pathe of My Love into a barren wasteland of death and 'dis-ease,' and they trade what was meant for ONLY My Good, to become of 'their death' in 'their ease'...and this, My friend, is the true definition of 'dis-ease': 'the death' of 'the ease'...
So then I ask this of you--who needs the healing? Is it just the person who has been poisoned by the toxin of the drink--Or, does the One who decided to poison the well need the healing as well?
I think you know the answer by now--right?...all parties need to be healed from this abrasion of Flow, so they can re-learn how to give and receive of My Love--right?
You see, the reason that I bring this up in the little dissertation that I've just now provided to you, is because the victim in this game is/are both 'warring' factions in this case, fore when an abrasion is done to the Great Flow of My Love, then all hell breaks loose on your Plane...and so All do need to be healed with My Love to be reconciled back into the faith...are you beginning to see what I mean?
So then, why do I tell this to you, and just what is it that I am trying to convey to your heart?
You see, 'dis-ease' is spread not only by just the perpetrator of the act of the abrasion of Flow, fore when you give un-love in any type of manner of ways, then this is what you will receive in your flow.
So then, someone who has caused pain in their life, will need the healing just as well as the One who is the vicitim in need.
Remember, what was freely given to you, must be freely given to All, no matter how it is received in their way--My Love is to be given to all hearts in need, no matter how it is received in their way...and My sweet, child of the flesh, this is then how we/together will heal the worlde of 'dis-ease,' as together/we provide the healing's that are necessary for True Change in each heart as we see One in pain/there in need.
So then, let’s say that My Gail, or any of you feels a certain pain in your flesh that wasn't present from the day of your birthe--should you just accept (that) this will be the new course of your life?--Or, should you come to Me, to heal what feels broken in you? —and, just for the sake of this argument's case, let’s say that it showed-up and presented itself as a mark of great pain in your heart, that then-caused you to choose not to Love—then, please tell this to Me, what should you do to ‘fix’ this particular set of circumstances known as 'dis-ease' in the mind, the body, and the heart?
Should you choose to put/to place a pharmaceutical agent into the body that you see, in an attempt to try to ‘fix’ what appears to be ‘broken’ in you?--Or, should you come to Me/to let Me enter your heart, so I can then-‘fix’ what IS ‘broken’ in you?
Please do think about this a bit more, fore how and why you feel pain in your heart, determines if you've put pluggs in your ears, as you begin to pour out more hurts upon the worlde...
Please remember My Great Jeshua of Presence/your Jesus of Christhood, in how He moved and did Flow in My Ways. And do you recall how He healed of the sick/of their 'hurts' in this life, with just a wave of His Hand in My Name?
No ‘pharmaceutical agent’ did He use to then-heal of the hearts, as He ‘healed’ of their pain with My Love... and as He healed of the sick, of the dark in their hearts, their heart's reignited with the Flame of My Love.
And as He healed all their infirmities with the Power of My Words, He moved the mountains of chains known as 'dis-ease' in the heart... and all the 'pains' went away with a few, simple Words from His Mouth, as they re-claimed what was planted at birthe.
And as the Great Love of My Heart passed forth onto them, they then-saw themselves in and as the Great Love of My Heart, and they dropped of their swords from the battle of the road, and walked foward with the Gift My Love...reclaiming what was given from birthe. (He pauses for a minute and then exclaims...)
And, the lame did then-walk, the leper was healed, and the blind man was cured on the spot...as He opened their eyes to the Great Love of My Heart, He then-healed them right on the spot!
(He's now speaking to Gail, and maybe you too?) So then, can you and do you believe that I will anoint you with the Special Grace of My Healing Powers/the Great Powers I gave to those who chose to do the Work of My Hands?
Fore If you believe, if you truly believe that I will anoint you with this Grace of My Love, then please pray the ‘Apostle’s Healing prayer’ I have given to My Wendy, to receive of the Love from My Heart...and IF you will pray and Truly Believe that you can heal of the sick in My Name, then My Words will pour forth from your heart as we/together heal the sick in My Name.
And, as My Love Flows through the words of your mouth, and it will enter the One who chooses to be healed...and then all that is seen in the Great Name Love of My Heart, will be established through the work of your hands--that is, IF you will accept of this challenge in and to you? (The prayer that The Lord is referring to is on the purple cd and also in our book, titled 'The Lord Speaks...' .)
Yes, If you will do as I’ve asked you to do, then I will ‘fix’ what appears 'broken' in you. And as you learn how to ‘fix’ what is broken in this world that I Love, I will offer My Pure Strength in your Truthe.
Please remember, NOTHING IS RANDOM in Me—I have purpose, direction, and meaning in and behind EVERYTHING I say and I do…
Gail, remember when I had yourself and Wendy make that pillow for Me? You searched for certain colors, shapes, sizes, certain fragrances, herbs, and specialties that went into the makings of this article of Healing for Me—right? (The Lord is referring to a previous message He gave me for Gail and myself to make a pillow for which He wanted me to sit upon when I am writing messages for people. In it He gave us the exact details of the shape, colors, fabric types, certain herbs and oils that He wanted to be in it...and we/she followed His directions and it's really neat!)
And as you followed My Directions to a tee, you heard Me breathe in your ear further instructions saying, "go here," "go there," "do it this way, not that..." as you created it Perfect in Me--right? This would be an example of how and why I prompt you to move in My Flow as I helped you pick-out the perfect colours, fabrics, shapes, and quantities of items that I had asked you to find and receive…so again, since NOTHING IS RANDOM in ME and, this then was a test that you passed with flying colours for the beginnings of your new course in direction/ in the following of directions for the healing's with/in Me--see?
And If you choose to accept this new role in/as your new way of 'life,' you will find it to be quite rewarding indeed; fore you will be healing in the manner I wishe you to heal, as you heal of the sick in My Name.
So, when you are ready to accept this new role in your life, I will give you a special set of specific instructions of how to pay special attention to the colored lights, oils, and certain fragrances to capture the mood; fore when My Presence is set in a spot of your worlde, then My Angels will come enter the room...and as you create My Atmospheric Presence that is needed for healing's to occur, you then-Become of Myself in the room, and all healing is done in My Name ...are you beginning to see what I mean?
And If you choose to accept of this challenge for a new course of a direction in and as your new way of 'life,' you will find healing and meaning in the world that you see, as you change the way ‘dis-ease’ is seen in a life, and you do it all with/in Me--see?
Yes, If you will accept this new challenge in and for you in your ways, you will be happy with all you have done, fore at the end of your days, you'll reflect back upon your life, and feel proud of all the work that you've done...as you bring forth more souls unto Me--see? (He's smiling at you with tremendous adoration and Love!)
So now I ask this of you: do you see what I mean? (He would like to stop and mediate on His question to you so you can receive His Perfect Vision of and for you...)
Please do not be afraid, as I have prepared you for this new course in direction, for all of your life, and you have just now perfected how and why a body does what it does when it chooses to break down on its own...and IF you accept of this challenge 'to' and 'for' you, it will be your ‘new job’ to show them the way back to Pure Life and Pure Health, as they let Me enter their Heart to 'fix' what is 'broken' in them…
And if you choose not to take-up this new post with/in Me, then that’s okay, I’ll move along to another who will choose to take-up and shake-up the worlde that they know so more cows will come Homeward to Me.
So no worries, no strife, the choice is totally up to you, fore I am happy with all you've Become. (He is smiling at you with Perfect Love and truly wants you to know that the ball is totally 100% in your court as to if you would like to accept this new challenge or not--with way He is happy with you :-)
So then, here is the new vision I will lay upon you, that is IF you have chosen to walk in this New Journey with/in Me…
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(Here is where the Lord gave Gail directions of what He wanted her to do each day...)
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The reason that you are where you are now in this life is not random at all, fore I wanted you to see how desperate One can become to relieve the paings/ the sheer 'pain' in their heart, when they see themselves as a life yet undone; fore you see, physical pain is ONLY allowed to sit in a body, when that person feels they are not Loved; fore when One fully allows Me to enter the heart that they know, then they see and they feel ONLY the Great Strength of My Love...which is quite different from how they now feel...
So then, are you ready for Me to begin giving you all the recipes/the concoctions you will need to fill of the bottles Love? If so, you will be the new 'doctor of Hope,' and of change in this worlde as you pour forth My Great Mercy and Love--filling their bottles with the Pure Truthe that they need with a special, certain prescription from Me--see? :-)
Are you ready for Me? If so, then let’s begin tomorrow morning and you will see as I begin with and as My first patient in ‘you’—as we write down EXACTLY the protocol you should see, and you should feel, and you should know as we begin to heal 'you' of your heart here in Me—okay?
(I asked Him what and how is He going to heal you?)
You see, My Wendy, this is all up to Gail, and this is where you will now stop in your healings of, with, and for Gail; fore if she truly wishes to help heal of the worlde that she sees and she knows, then she will begin to meet with Me more in her Love…as I give her all the ‘recipes’ that I gave to My Apostle’s--all the combinations of prayers, herbs, oils, colored lights, and the movements of the body to help heal each and every person in the manner that is best for My All…as we/together unravel all the pain of this worlde with the Magic of My Great Mercy and Love...and all the pain that is present in each body she sees, we will heal together in the Name of My Son.
So now, are you ready for Me? Ms. Gail, I ask are you ready for Me to begin with ‘you’ as the first patient we heal? Fore the true healing of ‘self’ begins ONLY with Love, as I heal you with My Well of your thirst? (Please think about this and answer Him…)
Yes, I knew that would be your answer (I asked Him what was your answer?) My Wendy, this answer will be held privately with/in Ms Gail and Myself, fore there are just a few things I cannot share with you, as that would be in violation of her free will of choice--but you will see and will know the answer of her call when and IF she accepts of her new course of direction in Me...as we/together heal the sick of all the infirmities that the worlde knows, as she bakes, and she makes, and she creates new health regimes into life that actually work right to heal the worlde that she sees and she knows…and remember EVERYTHING is ALWAYS done according to My Word and in My Name as I heal All with the Pure Strength of My Love.
So My dear darlings, it is time now to go, but I hope you are beginning to see, that nothing, I repeat NOTHING IS RANDOM IN ME; fore all that is seen will be all that is known IF you will render it as something with and in Me…
So then Ms Gail, is this the lamp and the map that you requested to see? Fore IF you choose to do as I’ve asked, you will feel rewarded in your spirit, and in your monetary gains as you bring about the world's Perfect Health in/as My Love…as you bring forth more souls unto Me.☺
I Love you with an adoring passionate kiss that can’t wait to hold you in My Arms; I Love you now, and forever, and always in Me, and I so Love to see My Pure Truthe in your heart!
I Love you, ‘time’ now to go. Amen.”
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